Today wasn’t a complete failure just not as good as I wanted. I made a hot chocolate for breakfast and didn’t get to drink because of being too busy. I made breakfast for my homeroom (I am a teacher) and managed not to eat any of it - not even taste test. Lunch rolled around and I have a Dr. Pepper to wake up (12 oz) and an apple and some sunflower seeds. I think I ate too many...
Ok… I have to go to work and I am fucking tired. Pass the caffeine please. So I haven’t gotten in a scale in awhile cause I am scared and I used my scale but I think it must be broken. Says I am 13 pounds lighter but I don’t believe it. I have to be skinnier before my husband gets back from Iraq. I can’t bear the thought of his disappointment if I’m not.
Woke up and grabbed the front of my hip bone. Hunger pain is fat leaving the body.
Want to be Skinny Now
Along with my gluten-free vegan plan, I am going to do this jumping jack challenge thing. I am so sick of being fat. And my husband is deployed overseas and he is working out and I want so desperately to be skinny for him. And last winter I lived in Florida so it’s been two winters since I could wear my skinny jeans, I need to be able to wear them.
Someone just asked me if I ate lunch. I said “yes.” Does a sip of vitamin water count as “lunch?”
Light as a feather
Must be lighter, smaller, prettier
Skinny is glamorous
So far…. 20 calories in breath mints and some water.
Yay for a new month.
Ok so m husband is deployed and I don’t want to be a fat cow when he gets back…. so I am going to fast through his deployment and send him sexy photos, so far I’ve lost ten pounds since August but I want to lose another 15. Today I will only have 500 calories. So far I’ve had nothing and the only thing I brought to work with me was 150 cals of vitamin water.